琉璃鯨魚

等到消失了才被想起的存在

或許本不該存在，或許

該趁早離開

很久以前電視重播四個好色的女人時，看到邱淑貞與王敏德那段故事

邱淑貞做夢夢到王被眾多女人包圍，氣到醒來剪掉王的小指頭

朋友突然轉頭對著我說:你跟某某在一起也會變成這樣

事實上，我好像一陷入感情就可能變成這樣，因為太過在乎、太沒自信、太沒安全感

在遇到某些狀況時常常腦子一片空白，然後

過了很久很久很久很久...

左腦問:我們是不是該做點什麼反應?

右腦說:反應?應該要有什麼反應呢?

It's just become dusts when the heart is breaking,

then it will gone with the wind.

I wish......

It's just become waterfall when the heart is bleeding,

突然覺得筋疲力盡

好累好累......但也什麼都不再想，除了

想要一杯熱騰騰的咖啡和永恆的

睡眠

to you...I'm nobody....

There is no place for me in your party..

When I asked you to join me

sometimes...the only thing we can do just let go

sad but it's the best way

sometimes...the struggle is useless..

let them go to free ourself...

半是天生自然、半是有意接近，你的

指尖和你的喉吐出了一句又

一句蜜語，周旋在

女香中，你說你

or not?

I don't know and I don't take it as important.

Just want to treat you good and hope you will accept it as you need.

for a reason.

But what's it this time?

Why I send you msg again at that nite?

Why you? not somebody else?

can be power to move on.

Yes, but need very, very, very, very carefully.

Because ppl might can not see the way clearly when get agery,

Choose the right or left?

What's right and what's wrong?

What's good or what's bad to me?

What's I really need and what's not?

Which way I should go and which one is not?

donne-moi la force.

憑藉文字整理情緒、與內在對話

即便未有確切答案，也能給予自己

力量，面對問題、面對每個不和諧的我

can't control myself

to stop thinking about you,

but nothing last forever,

it might disappear someday.

think too deep
all those beautiful lies
no, you'll get confused

Don't think too deep

你 就在不遠的前方

情不自禁的跟隨 卻

失去你的蹤影

穿過弄堂 穿過

一個總是微笑如向日葵

一個悲傷像彼岸花

一個冷酷如磐石

一個易碎像水晶

不是不清醒，而是

明明清醒，卻還

不願回頭

看著那個自己冷靜的聽取你的謊言

真是一種奇妙的感受

I know you lie to me.

But I pretend I don't know the truth just as the lyrics said "I like the way you lie." and